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Your Fantasy or Your Truth


I can’t tell you how many times I had someone on the line wanting to play out a fantasy that I could tell was not just a fantasy at all. They have their reasons I’m sure for not telling me it’s something they either really want to do or have already tried. It could be that seeing it as a fantasy makes it more exciting or they may be embarrassed to admit the truth. It’s totally understandable that a person that’s into something taboo would say it’s a fantasy and in most cases a fantasy is just a fantasy. But what happens when you fantasize about something so much that it seeps into your reality? Is it possible to be so turned by something and never want to try it for real?   Hmmmmmm;)

I read an article that said the top 10 male fantasies were:

  • Threesomes

  • Sex with a Prostitute

  • Role playing

  • Women who are off-limits

  • Exotic locations

  • Caught in the act

  • Sex with a stranger

  • Voyeuristic pleasure

  • Being with dominatrix

  • Sex with a Virgin

This is of course a very ‘vanilla’ way of describing them but you get the idea. I’ve found role playing to be the most common among my callers and within that all the other fantasies listed above are played out.  Of course there is no way I can know for sure if I’m playing out or listening to someones fantasy or a confession of their truth.

I do believe that a person can have a fantasy they would never carry out in real life. I have a few of my own, but to make my point, I want to give you something to think about. You know that very naughty fantasy you have that no one knows about? 🙂 If you could actually do it and no one would ever find out, would you go through with it? If you didn’t already say no, then you would, which means your fantasy may very well be your truth. I say…….as long as it legal, go for it!

My Shoe Slave


*Disclaimer: Any blog entries that reveal a name of a caller is by request. I respect the privacy of my callers and will only name those that wish to be exposed. Any similarities of subject matter is by coincidence and not intended to portray any person or incident and are based on fantasies unless otherwise stated.

Addicted to Shoes

I sometimes get callers that have a foot or shoe fetish or both but several months ago I got a call from a guy named Jason from New York. Jason’s obsession with shoes is much deeper than your typical fetish. He’s addicted to paying me to program his mind to live his life as a shoe slave. He sits in front of his computer for hours and sometimes days, watching videos and images of shoes while stroking himself. I enjoy making him do this for me and I constantly bring him to the edge and NEVER allow him to cum:) He loves it when I tell him how I talk about him to my girlfriends and how they laugh at him. As a matter of fact when he reads this, he’s going to get alot of pleasure out of it.

So you may be thinking, that’s not so unusual, the guy just gets turned on by shoes. It’s so much deeper than that. Mr. Jason W. says the shoes actually talk to him lol. He loves licking the bottoms and having a shoe strapped to his face by wrapping stockings around his head forcing him to smell the inside. I should mention that he has quite a thing for stocking too.

He has given me lots of information to expose him, like his phone number, address, plate number, and where he works. He even asked to marry me and make him sign power of attorney papers so I can control all his money! …what a loser:)) It excites him that he has given me all this power to use against him and I do believe in giving my callers what they want. I’ve published posts all over the internet about him but he doesn’t know where to find it and that’s one of the ways I keep him in control.

If there are any girls in New York state that would like to get anything they want by just wearing a pair of sexy high heels, let me know and I’ll point you straight to him. He will empty his bank account just to have you literally walk all over him.

I’ll be writing and revealing more about Jason as he sinks deeper into his addiction so stay tuned;)

Sissy’s and Gays “On Command”

Our sexuality is something we know at an early age. We go through life engaging with those we are attracted to, be it the opposite sex or both sexes. Coming out of the closet is a term we’re all familiar with but I’m going to shed some light on men that want to be pushed out and told how and when to do it. These guys usually fall into 2 categories. They either have never acted on their urges or have been dressing up and having sexual encounters with men in secret.

The first time a caller told me that they love dressing up like a girl and wanted my help to become a real sissy or that they’ve always wanted to suck cock but they would only do it for me, I was a little confused. You’d think that if a person wanted do something or be who they truly are that they would just do it but I’ve found that that is not always the case. My ‘help’ usually involves helping them shop for clothes, instructing them to put out ads to hook up with other men, sending them to a glory hole, or going out in public in full Sissy attire for the first time. It sometimes takes a while for them to reach their goal but we always get there but it is a process.

To show you what I mean I will briefly give you the journey of 2 of my callers……

Caller #1 – Had only worn the one pair of panties and one pair of high heels he owned in the privacy of his own home when we began. Now ‘She’ has several pairs of sexy shoes, panties for everyday of the week, lots of lingerie and stockings that I helped pick out. She also went from playing with toys to being with real men because I told her it was time to be the real cock and cum loving Sissy that she is. I get so many emails from her thanking me for my help and how happy she is now proudly living as a true sissy in every way.

Caller #2 – He’d been going to glory holes for a while but hadn’t found what he really wanted which was a BBC but he never had the nerve to actually go out and get on his own. He agreed to follow my instructions to make this happen by putting out an ad that said he was looking for a black guy that was at least 8 inches that would not only make him his bitch but would agree to have his Mistress listen in and give instructions during the encounter. It took a while to find the right candidate, but we found someone. My caller told me many times how envisioned his fantasy of having a big black cock would be and I made sure that it happened just the way he wanted. Needless to say, he also can’t thank me enough for making him go through with it. Not only does he now have such encounters on a regular basis but he now openly admits to being gay.

Why some will only act ‘on command’ in their desire to be a true Sissy or gay man, I’m not exactly sure but the way I see is they may get more sexual satisfaction by submitting and obeying orders from a Mistress or they want to be able to say “I only did it because Layla made me do it”, or they just like having someone else participating in their naughty deeds. Either way, I am always more than happy to be of assistance because making a callers fantasy come true is at the top of my job description;)

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Virtual Threesome

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Most men fantasize about having a threesome with 2 women but few will actually get the opportunity. Those who have experienced a threesome more than likely did it with someone they had a casual sex relationship with that wasn’t their wife or girlfriend. If a man is in a relationship or married, he knows that his dream of bringing another girl into their bedroom is a fantasy that he may never fulfill. Some of the reasons most women say no to a threesome is because they fell like it’s cheating or they don’t want to be intimate with another woman or they feel insecure. So, instead of asking your wife or girlfriend for something she more than likely will never say yes to, consider a virtual threesome.

If you can convince your partner to engage in a threesome with a phone sex operator, it can be a very satisfying experience. I had a caller tell me he wanted to do a threesome with his girlfriend and I thought he meant as a role play but he actually had her there on the line with him. When she said hello, I could tell that she was a bit shy but willing to indulge to please her man. He took control of the call and told us both what to do so it would be the kind of threesome he would want in real life. His girlfriend got more into it as we went along which really turned him on. It was a very hot session that ended with him showing her how much he appreciated her fulfilling his fantasy as I listened in. They came together and I could feel the intensity of it through the phone. He called me a few days later to tell me how much they enjoyed it and how surprised he was at how much his girlfriend opened up and really got into it. He seems to think it may have opened her mind to trying it for real someday but if that never happens, he’s very happy that she’s willing to do it on the phone.

Your dream of a threesome can be realized too if you just try doing it another way.  Getting your partner to agree to it may be the hardest part but if she agrees, virtual may be the way go so you may want to give it a try.

Oh, BTW……….You may also want to consider that she too may have a threesome fantasy with 2 guys, so why not return the favor. There are plenty of male phone sex operators out there;)

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